So, i used deviant art more when i wasnt in an art college. I find that very sad, although right now a lot of things are. I may be at an art college, but i dont feel like ive put myself into any of my work. I have tried to complete the work to the standards that i am required to and that is all. This pisses me off. Part of the reason why i did my last painting, which, i used all my oil paints leaving me with not enough to complete any of my others i have in process or anything i would desire to do. People say today was the worst day of my life, and while today may or may not have been to worse, it was damn well close. Right now i feel like college is more about time managment and stress handling than learning. I have never felt so stressed in my life. Right now the question hangs, transfer colleges, stay at my school, drop out and relax, or move to the otherside of the country.
I am seriously considering all of the above, and the question of what do i want to do with my life seems to need to be answered more and more everyday.

AND i missed the cd release show